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October 16th, 2005

03:40 pm: mmmmmmm
pizza beer (well not for me i dont drink beer) and wings football is my favorite sport. slept on an air matress last night hehehe were lucky it didnt pop. we played gestures last night its like sherades but faster and i kept getting better as i got drunker me n sara kicked ass and dave n pat lost bad to us (we only cheated twice) lol so i go now laterz!!

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: no music now (just sims in the backround)

October 12th, 2005

10:45 pm: woah
wow 2 entries in one day holy shiznit! i should be doing homework rite now but ill do it tomorrow. i was talkin to pat but then he got kicked off...i think i hope. huh ne way im gonna go to his house to cook dinner with him on friday night. were gonna go shopping for food n watch a movie it will be really relaxing. Im so excited i cant wait. i dont have to wake up untill after nine yey its the first time i get to sleep in since.....i cant remember when. weeeeee! wes is movin around that makes me nervous ergh i cant stand it i feel like im 16 again and up past my bed time. i need that wireless router i should buy it tomorrow wait no nore u still have no money DAMN! ok so im gonna stop bothering u now nite nite all

Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: waiting for my sgt to send it
02:51 pm: the 3 hour break
omg this break never ends...and when it does its to go to a class that three weeks in i still dont understand i dont even know if ive learned anything....he just rambles. So yeah monday nights at knickerbockers totally becomming my favorite nite of the wek you should come all of u ill be there working or not its fun no matter what. It needs to stop raining...dont get me wrong ive had lotts of fun in the rain lately i mean rain can be romantic but its just getting wet and cold now so it needs to stop b4 were undre watter like LA. even tho i know that wont happen cuz were 45 ft above sea level but thats beside the point i dont want to spend my money on a bigger umbrella and im tired of never getting dry and i want to go running outside to get ready for my PT test its so time for me to get promoted. Ok so deb i thing we need to live in willamantic so lets start looking there cuz im not transfering again ive decided that and if u wont move there im going to live with lauren for 250 a month in basically my own apt cuz shell be with neil all of the time and ill live on the beach in west haven so u better compromise cuz u know i have a very good alternative. (i will be living in same apt complex as jesus and clara) any way im done its time for class finally

Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: drumline sound track

October 9th, 2005

09:43 pm: We walked along the beach
What a moon lit night
He held my hands in his
He kissed me he said
I wanna spend my life with you
I want you for my wife
Just then I thought

What about the times you lied to me
What about the times you said no one would want me
What about all the shit you've done to me
What about that
What about that
What about the times you yelled at me
What about the times I cried
You wouldn't even hold me
What about those things
What about that
What about that

I took a pause
And then a deep sigh
He looked right into my eyes
As he said
I know I didn't say somethin' wrong
I didn't have the courage to say
But then I thought

Repeat Chorus


Chorus 2:

What about the times you hit my face
What about the times you kept on when I said
No more please
What about those things
What about that
What about that oh
What about the times you shamed me
What about the times when you said you didn't fuck
She only gave you head
What about that
What about that

Don't wanna live my life in misery
Don't tell me you did it 'cause you love me
I don't believe
I'm sick and tired
Your deceptive games
Wonder where
You have been
I can't live life wondering

My heart was poundin'
But the time had come
To stop lettin' my whisperin' heart control me
And tellin' my screamin' mind what to do
I looked him straight in the eye
And then I said

and then on the other hand.........

"I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
Cuz everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
My heart does begin to race everytime

One half wants me to go
One half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
Cuz every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: velvet rope

October 8th, 2005

12:16 pm: happy song
sara said to writ something happy so ill write nothing cuz nothings happy duh life sucks and she has to read about it duh

12:04 pm: hi its me
i want to be in the shower with him....anyway gotts to get my breaks fixed changed my car sounds like a bus (thanx deb) any way go see waiting its an awsome movie and stay for the end! peace

Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: goo goo dolls amigone

October 5th, 2005

12:53 pm: If ur gonna be annymous write ur name in the subject!!!! argh it dreives me nuts to not know who wrote suttin and to try and figure it out.

September 23rd, 2005

09:19 am: 12 step program
hi my names lynore and i am addicted to my computer. quick someone get me a life.

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: beverly hills

January 29th, 2005

07:05 pm:

You Are 25 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: the squeeking of the washing machine

January 17th, 2005

06:50 pm: this seems interesting
so heres the things i would change if i could go back and do it again

1. Would not have dated steve since sara n deb were in love with him.
2. NEVER would have joined the army
3. Would not have screwed gerry over like i did...that was bitchie
4. Would not have drank that night....hmmm cant even type that one
5. Truth or dare is bad would'nt have done that either
6. Would not be such a push over
7. Would not have let sara blame me and felt bad about my self
8. Would have never picked up the phone when i saw Costello on the caller id
9. Would have talked to Mike J more
10. Never would have dated Mike C, MIke D, Chris, RJ, Eric,...hole on let me get out my year book...um
11. So would not have spent all of my basic training money on stupid shit
12. wouldnt have slacked off so much in high school
13. um thats all i care to say on a public journal

Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: goodies
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