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03:50 pm: argh!!!!
hmm i havent used this thing in like 2 years...and i think amanda is the only one that still reads these things or posts but its venting time.  i dont like where i am rite now and i know that im the only one who can change that but its hard. everytime i try i end up where i started and while some things are better i feel like im stuck in a rut.  expecially with my dating adventures.....endevors...what ever i try new guys but i always end up back with the same guy and i dont know why other than im not really ready for him but i know i want him.  when i look to my distant future i see me with him but if i look like a month away from now i see myself partying and being young. why do i feel like i have to choose now. or why do i feel like i have to take things so seriously with him. with evey other guy i can be like super casual and not even think about next week but the second i get around him its like im being choked with the thought of 'settling down" (my new least favorite term) anyway im so confused

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Date:April 13th, 2007 07:09 pm (UTC)


Commitment is a serious issue...it's definately a hard issue. The thing you need to do is follow your heart. Try to not think things through so much, try, and I say try because it's not an easy thing to do, but try to just let things happen. Can you see yourself happy with him? Happy with someone else? You can still be young and party and have a good time in a commited relationship...just don't think of it as being married? Idk if this helps at all...but I love you and miss you! and I hope things work out for the best for you.
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